Sunday, September 10, 2006

FREQUENTLY ASKED QUESTIONS....

what is my life all about?
why is there always grief and doubt?

why do people just turn their back?
is it coz of something i lack?
how come i cry for someone else?
why do i always hurt myself?
is love, life in a better term?
or just something i got to stay away from?
how am i supposed to keep a smile on my face?
why is life a competative race?
what do they get by hurting others?
does my existance even bother?

why do i pray and make a wish?
how come life's not a bliss?
is the almighty one looking down on me?
what does he do? what does he see?
how come happiness is beyond my grip?
why is life such a long trip?



where does all this lead me to?
is it worthwhile living through?
when did i lose my way?
why do i do whatever they say?

who will come to help me again?
isn't my life like a burning train?
will i be able to move on alone?
or shall i be stuck in this lonely zone?
how come for me things happen in a line?
is it just coincedance or some sign?

why can't i just leave my past?
why does it always haunt me so fast?
why is everyday a bad day?
when will i be able to do things my way?

what is there in this life to achieve?
who all am i supposed to believe?
when will all these lies end?
have i done anything else than pretend?
will my life get even a bit better?
from my heart, will i ever be able to utter?

why do i shiver although its not cold? why do i hear things even when nothing is told?
how will i trust anyone along my life's pains? why does the blood boil up inside my veins?
till when can i supress all this hate? is it worth trusting luck and fate?

is smoking up the only way out? or sould i just sit and shout?
does getting high help at all?
does it save me from that final fall?

where am i leading myself to?
are my actions reflecting what i really should do?

why do i still feel numb inside?
do i wanna be the guy who had nothing and died?
is everything slowly coming to an end?
will i always have someone as a friend?

is asking for a moment of joy too much?
who will ever give me that gentle touch?

why? what? when? where? who and how? i just need answers now...

1 comment:

Ajit Chouhan said...

I wish i had the answers...